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hellooooooo summer started and i didnt leave the couch once

new layout is dope!

new layout deployed! finally

20201221 I dreamed I was in the mountains with A, and she told me she'd dumped L to be with a new guy. They'd bought a house in Olginate. With a mortgage. I didn't quite understand. She said they'd b…

20201129 I'm thinking of killing myself.

20201129 The quarantines have destroyed me. Winter and the early setting sun make me feel sick. Right now, I think I'm having a panic attack. My heart is pounding. I want to cry. I won't masturbate t…

20201129 Hi P, I've been having panic attacks lately and I'm very anxious. I've been at home for almost a year. My job feels fake. I didn't get my paycheck on Friday, I hope it arrives tomorrow, othe…

20180825 We will take care of each other Gently Attentively And with respect Because we love each other We love ourselves just as we are And we want to preserve it Until old age We will be each othe…

20201122 I hate working with these complete strangers.

20201025 I'm addicted to this house. The environment is hurting me. I'm realizing it now. It was a thought that was always on my mind, but now it seems to be a panacea. Anyway, The Asian was 24 when …