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20260724 is this worth even with nobody posting? maybe yes first live note. feeling under pressure. nobody gives a fuck. dont feel ashamed. also first note in english. pretty strange. i feel like i cant really exaplain my thoughts in english. i had dinners with the guys this week. time has changed all of us. i wonder where the old us are right now. i wonder what they remember. everybody will have their own memories. still no contract to sign. waiting and refreshing and hoping everything is settled before july ends. drinking a gin tonic. latest strokes album playing. you have to go feed the chickens (galline). maybe u will find some eggs. maybe not. afterall, what a sick summer. one of, if not the, best so far. cheers and keep writing. should u mirror this in ur notes? maybe yes for ur autism. lov u