Published Messages

20200513 I've been working at LM for about a month and a half. Everything's going well. I'm training in the morning. I'm happy. I have a project with M. I'm satisfied. I don't read. :(. I smoke too m…

20200409 Broken promise. 100 days into the year. To summarize: 55 normal days (Jan 1 - Feb 23) 45 days quarantine (Feb 24 - today) It's been about 47 days since I read anything. I don't know when to …

20200331 Yesterday I really did some exercise. Today I've been up since around 7:30. I feel really good. I want to train every day. Tomorrow I start a new job. I'm shitting myself a bit. I made a sil…

20200330 Started my 6th week of smart working. Today (Monday) and tomorrow I'm officially unemployed. On Wednesday I'll start working for L, with my personal Mac. I'm a little excited. Today I'm read…

20200325 Week 5 of smart working. I no longer remember the 7 a.m. alarm clock or the trains. Friday will be my last day in G. April 1st, my first day in L.A. A got a 108 in her graduation. Well done …

20200227 They finally hired me. Today I resigned and from April 1st I'll be out and about. Tomorrow is Friday, and I've been working remotely all week because of the coronavirus. I'm completely alien…

20200217 Tomorrow I have the final round of interviews in Chiasso. I thought telling M would be the best decision. Instead, she just used it against me. Except for the future: if it doesn't go well, …

20200130 Failure

20200123 Everything is very bad. Yesterday I drove to work and today I took the 9:01. I just took the subway from Central Station: 9:47 is very bad. There are two guys playing the violin but everyone…

20200120 My good intentions have lasted as long as a fly. 3 days and I'd already forgotten everything. The truth is, I think, I'm simply weak and lazy and useless. Day 20 and nothing has changed. I s…