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20201221 I dreamed I was in the mountains with A, and she told me she'd dumped L to be with a new guy. They'd bought a house in Olginate. With a mortgage. I didn't quite understand. She said they'd been together for a while. I think the project with M will never see the light of day, and if it ever does, it won't be a success. I don't want to wake up to work anymore. I feel like I'm just stuck in a cog.